A long time has passed and a lot of things have changed. am I back surely not. but since i left here i have written one maybe two things. my mind has been blocked or just put on the back burner for other things. Doesnt matter though i have a life to live and a family to support. all I have to say is that I do intend to return to writing maybe my book... that would be a nice thing to finsih being i have only been working on it on and off for 10 years.... Holy crap ten years.. has it been that long.. since i had a dream to become a writer. and Here I am not a step closer to being what I dreamed... except my family of course wouldnt trade them for the world. just wish i was a better person for them ... no... I will bee a better person for them and for me. I will finish my book and i will become what i dream! Starting now... I need sleep so i will get it. good bye... oh if you see a book out with my name on it buy em up